Part of me knows I should feel bad.
There’s a thick, warm load of stranger cum still slowly leaking out of my freshly fucked pussy right now, and instead of shame, my body is quietly throbbing with satisfaction. I hate that it feels this good. I hate how much I craved every second of my own degradation. Is enjoying your own degradation a kink? Because I think I have it.
Nashville was supposed to be a quiet escape. A pit stop before the rest of Tennessee. I bailed early on Birmingham and decided to try my luck in Music City. As luck would have it, a missed connection from Dallas was also in town. We set something up for the end of the night. I took my time getting ready like the eager little whore I apparently am.
The second he walked into the room, he dropped the mask. He looked me up and down and said, “I’ve been waiting to fuck you since Mom and I adopted your pretty little black ass from Africa.”
My pussy clenched so hard it was embarrassing.
He spent the next hour completely degrading me. He face-fucked me until thick spit poured down my chin and onto my tits. He fucked my pussy, then my ass, then back to my pussy again like I was just three warm holes for his pleasure. In the shower he pushed me to my knees and pissed directly into my mouth while calling me his filthy adopted n***** sister. I gargled his warm piss for him like a proper trained urinal.
Then he threw me on the bed, spread my legs like a breeding sow, and fucked me mercilessly while telling me how much better my black pussy felt than any white girl’s. He sweated all over my face, choked me, slapped me, and reminded me that I existed for white cock. I laid there like a broken little fuckdoll; silent, obedient, and dripping while my stepbrother used me for what I was made for.
When he finally buried himself deep and pumped me full of cum, I came so hard my legs were shaking.
I hate how much I loved being treated like a worthless, adopted black breeding whore. But the truth is… nothing turns me on more than being degraded and used in such an imaginative way.
After he left, I pushed my vibrator into my cum-filled cunt and fucked myself with his load until I came again like the desperate cumslut I am.
Now I’m sitting at a bar down the road, thighs sticky, feeling his seed still leaking out of me with every movement, and all I can think about is how disgusting and pathetic I am for loving it this much…
…and how badly I already hope he books me next time I’m in Dallas. But for tonight, tonight I’ll sleep with what’s left of his load inside of me and in the morning I’ll masturbate again with every last little drop of it.
